I am not sure...
...what I am feeling, or if I am feeling. I have purposely kept really busy this week as the down times are what get to me.
Right after mommy died and her body was removed we also had the hospital bed and potty/shower chair taken away, leaving her room empty. An empty room somehow seemed better to me than an empty bed. As I write this I realize how empty my heart is... The girls came back into the house and the very first thing that they asked when they saw the somewhat empty room was "Can we sleep in mommy's room tonight?" They ended up changing their mind and sleeping in grandma's motorhome that first night but they have slept in mommy's room on their sleeping bags and mattresses ever since:
We are working on getting away for a while and I am not sure whether I will be blogging about our adventures as I am not sure whether we are going to have adventures, quiet time, or a little of both. All I know is we are taking some time with just the girls and I to figure out who we are as a family. Will just have to let you know.
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Scott - whatever you do rest, relax, have a good time with your girls. My prayers are with you as you go through this time. Safe travels. Aunt Annie
What a good time. I'm praying for your time. Praying for God to meet you 3 in your special ways and for memories made, laughter, and some peace and times of healing...and there's more but it's still stuck inside my heart... but God knows. :)
Kelli W
I meant to put "What a good idea." :)
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