Visit Rebekah's Page to get updates, read messages and send messages to Rebekah and her family through comments. This is a public "diary" of a family whose little girl started a battle with inoperable cancer in April 2005. In December 2007 our house burned down. And in September 2009 Mommy was diagnosed with a terminal disease (a genetic form of ALS) that took her to Heaven in July, 2011, leaving Daddy and two young girls to make it on their own. Over several years of ups and downs, you will get into our hearts, minds and souls as we share joys and sorrows. It can sometimes be very difficult to read. We hope it is also uplifting. Please find joy in what you read here.

Friday, August 12, 2011

Going Home. Or is it?

As we get closer to the end of our trip people have been asking about our plans to return to Banks. They've asked "When are you going home?" I don't know the answer for sure and I have come to the realization that I am somewhat avoiding it. Maybe a bit more than somewhat. I don't want to return and face what is there.

As I think about it I am pretty sure that we don't have a "home" anymore. The place we left is not home without mommy. It will be again, in a while, but right now I don't feel like we have a home.

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At Saturday, August 13, 2011 6:19:00 AM, Blogger Debbie Dunham Left a thought...

...or face what is not there.

For now, your "home" is in your hearts, but eventually you'll let it slip back out into the house where you live.


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